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Thursday, January 26, 2006

Stupid Girls



Every once in a while a music video catches my attention. This is one of those videos. Stupid Girls by Pink.

I attest, living in LaLa Land sometimes feels like I'm living in the center ring of a three ring circus. It's beautiful and bizarre. And for the impressionable, it's a dangerous place to live. Your sense of self-worth has to be strong in order to overcome the constant bombardment of media-induced perfection. Perfectly manicured lawns and people. Well tailored suits and personalities. Sound great? Not always.

It's beautiful to look at. Impossible to stop staring. And I think we all, in some form, harbor desires to be beautiful, to be perfect, not realizing we already are.

I was talking to my little sister some time back (I think I have part of a video I can post later), but what we sometimes miss is that the most beautiful things in life are imperfect... perfectly imperfect. They are the things that make us want more, that make us write poetry, that make us laugh and scream and cry.

What's life if it's perfect? Not possible to live.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

It's My Birthday!

Woohoo! I'm going to The Magic Castle tonight.

"The Magic Castle is the private clubhouse for the Academy of Magical Arts, Inc, a very special organization devoted to the advancement of the ancient art of magic."

I feel like I'm going to freakin' Hogwarts or something...

Lots going on. Over a year vlogging. Almost a year in California from NYC. Life is bittersweet. More later...